"You say I am a very mature person, but I am not with being a sad person. It robs me of all my sense of self, and I’m only a shell of who I used to be. I am filling up with worries, doubts, fears and self-criticism. I’m trying very hard I promise. It is difficult to be torn between two personalities, neither of which feel comfortable right now. It’s almost like I could light myself on fire with the things I want to say to you, but they twist on me. They come out covered in grime and dirt, and they disguise their true intention."
C. S. Lewis (via thatkindofwoman)
You came, you saw, you sawed her brain.
Cut out all the parts that held your stain.
You clipped, you clawed to no applause.
You lost the will and bought the lying off.
So try to be somebody, so try to feel somebody.
So try to leave somebody, so hard to be somebody.